Friday, October 3, 2008

Have A Moment With Me

Hey you there, do you have a moment to spare with me? I want to know if anyone out there ever feels the way I felt. It used to be small matters but now the urge is getting deeper.
Do you feel alone? Not alone as being left alone but alone when everyone is there for you but not really was there for you. Do you ever feel that? Do you ever wonder if they really love you?
What does it feel like to be so insignificant? So unneeded and unwanted? How deep was that pain?

Have you ever been misunderstood? You have good intentions, you just wanted to help. But they don't need you, they don't want you. Then why is it that you even exist?
Would you care to join me in this existence of nothing but merely loneliness? Deep inside so dark and cold… Alone…

Or would you want to end it?

That's a great idea! Don't you think? Let's end this… Yes, let us feel the sting of that sharp knife to our hands, those sweet sensations of pain, the beauty of the color the blood possess, the wondrous amount of it…

Nevertheless, it's still painful when I see their faces through the unseen dimension, why do they look so sad?

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