God, Help Me!! (My Feelings Over The Death Of My Bf)

i can't let go...
i still can't let him go...
y do God took him away from me?
i miss him so bad...
i can't seem to find someone else...
it's like a curse,
i can't love somone else...
whenever i try to fall in love again,
it won't work out...
and when those relationship fails,
i remember him more...
i feel sad more than ever...
if only he's still around,
God, help me,
i'll do anything to go back to those time...
i miss him!!!
i want him!!!
life's lonely without him...
sometime before i sleep,
i think i can hear his voice...
his sweet simple voice....
i want to hear it all again...
i don't want to forget it...
it's fading away from my mind...
i don't want to forget...
the way he call my name,
the way he touch me,
the way he kiss me,
i miss him...

he said he would never leave me...
but y did he go?
y did God took him away from me?
bring him back to me...
he's the only one who can love me...
i don't remember what's it like to love anymore...
i know love makes you happy...
but when i go out with someone else,
i can only pretend to be happy...
i'm not happy!!!
bring him back to me...
i don't know what happiness is like anymore...
i only know how to cry at night...
i only know how to pretend...

i miss him...
God, help me...
if You can't bring him to me,
bring me to him...
i wanna die too...
i want him...
help me...

In Loving Memory of

Wan Mohd Hasraf b. Wan Ibrahim

(1985-2006)